Recovery doesn’t have days off, and you still have to make sure you maintain the healthy mindset, even when you kind of want to give up or you want a day off from it. But I think the most important thing is that when you put your mind to something, like recovery, and you have a goal to achieve in it, you just work as hard as you possibly can.
I feel all alone. My closest group of friends don’t think of me in their friendship group. I feel like the last 6 years has been a lie and I don’t really know what to do. I really am distraught.
And the worst thing is, they don’t think they did anything wrong and don’t even care that I’m so upset.
It is just me? Why am I always such a fuck up?