Tonight I feel a bit out of place. I dont really feel i can be myself as Im always being shot down. I want to go for a walk… but I dont think its okay.. I just want to go with some headphones and lie in the field near my halls.. but people will start coming home soon, and they’ll be drunk… and I just want to be ok… idk
It hurts so much more because I never in a million years thought she would be the one to hurt me this much.
This isn’t how I thought we’d end..